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Desert Meditations

 

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As Father Altier departs from Saint Agnes and begins his journey into another desert land, our hearts go with him. A true shepherd, he did not leave without exhorting us once again to wholeheartedly answer God's call to a deep and profound holiness, to keep our focus solely on the Lord, and to remain faithful in prayer to the end despite whatever may come. 

Thank you, Father, for all you have done for us, the sheep whom God entrusted to your care. You have been a voice in our desert, preparing the way of the Lord. You led us not to yourself, but to His mother, knowing that she would then lead us to the Lord Himself. Through the precious gift of your priesthood, you have fed us with the true Manna from heaven. You have fearlessly pointed out the rough and narrow way so that our souls would find true life. And you have given of yourself untiringly to all who sought your guidance. May God reward you a hundredfold for your generous service to His people.

Father Altier's last Mass at Saint Agnes was on June 16, and Divine Providence arranged that the Mass readings for the day would be taken from the First Book of Kings.  And so we begin these Desert Meditations with Saint Elijah, the great prophet and father of the Order of Carmel, whom Father Altier has always looked to as an example of what it means to give one's life totally for God.

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As his enemies sought to take his life, Elijah journeyed through the desert for forty days and forty nights until he finally came upon Mount Horeb, where he took shelter in a cave; and behold, the word of the Lord came to him, and said to him:
"Why are you here, Elijah?" 

And he answered: 
"With zeal I have been zealous for the Lord, God of hosts."

Then suddenly a strong, heavy wind came rending the mountains and crushing the rocks to pieces. This was followed by a mighty earthquake and a blazing fire.

But only afterwards, as he stood in the cleft of the rock, did Elijah hear in the very depths of his heart the tiny whispering sound of the mysterious presence of God passing by.

Again, the voice said to him: “Why are you here, Elijah?”

And once more Elijah answered: 
"With zeal I have been zealous for the Lord, God of hosts."


                                                                                                            
See 1 Kings 19:8-14
 

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One must pass through the desert and spend some time there in order to receive the grace of God; it is there that one empties oneself, that one drives away from oneself everything which is not God and that one empties completely the house of one's soul in order to leave all of it to God alone.

-Blessed Charles de Foucald

 

 

The desert is an interior detachment from every creature in which the soul neither pauses nor rests in anything.

-Saint John of the Cross
Ascent of Mount Carmel

When one speaks of the soul's desert, and says that the desert must be present in your life, you must not think only of the Sahara or the desert of Judea...If you cannot go into the desert, you must nonetheless "make some desert" in your life. Every now and then leaving men and looking for solitude to restore, in prolonged silence and prayer, the stuff of your soul. This is the meaning of 'desert' in your life...you must leave everything and everybody and retire, alone with God. If you don't look for this solitude, if you don't love it, you won't achieve real contemplative prayer.

-Carlo Carretto
Letters from the Desert

 

Saint Catherine of Siena

 

The heart cannot be given over wholly to God, unless it first be set free from every other love.

- Saint Catherine of Siena
The Life of Saint Catherine of Siena

 

 

You must break with everything which is not I, you must make a desert for yourself where you will be as alone with Me as Saint Mary Magdalene was alone with Me in the desert. It is by detachment that you will arrive at that state.

- From the Diary of Blessed Charles de Foucald
Soldier of the Spirit


We want to get rid of everything that holds us down, everything that is selfish, so that we can love God perfectly.

- Father Robert Altier, OCDS

Privileged soul, come apart, hide yourself - with Jesus, escape into the desert! It is there that manna falls from Heaven... Go into the desert, ascend to the heart of God! What wonderful works the good Master will accomplish in your dear soul if He finds it alone with Him!

- Saint Bernard of Clairvaux

Saint Benard of Clairvaux

Show me, O Lord, Thy pure treasure, which Thou hast concealed in the desert.

-Abba Zosimas
The Life of Saint Mary of Egypt

 

 

She lived in solitude, and now in solitude has built her nest;
and now in solitude He guides her, He alone, who also bears
in solitude the wound of love.

- Saint John of the Cross
Spiritual Canticle

 

Saint Maria Faustina

He accompanied me across all the deserts and through all dangers. I see clearly that God alone could have led me through such great perils unharmed, with my soul untarnished and passing victoriously through all difficulties, immense though they were.

- Saint Maria Faustina of the Blessed Sacrament
Divine Mercy in My Soul

 

In the wasteland He adopts him, in the howling desert of the wilderness. He protects him, rears him, guards him as the apple of His eye.

- Deuteronomy 32:10

 

 

 

 

The more we have to suffer from darkness, the more rocks, cliffs, and deserts there are in our way, the more we have to endure from fears, dry times, weariness of mind, anguish of soul and even despair - the greater must be our confidence and faith!

- Fr. Jean-Pierre de Caussade
The Joy of Full Surrender

 

Amid the shadows I see very clearly how frivolous everything is that is not of God. 

- Saint Maravillas of Jesus, OCD
T
houghts of Maravillas of Jesus

 

Saint Teresa of Avila

If we cling to our Creator alone and care nothing for created things, His Majesty will infuse the virtues into us, so that, doing by degrees all that is in our power, we shall have little left with which to struggle, for our Lord will defend us against the devils and the whole world as well. Do you think that it is a small gain to give ourselves entirely to Him, keeping nothing for ourselves, since in His goodness all is contained?

- Saint Teresa of Avila
Way of Perfection

 

I will lead her into the desert, and speak to her heart.

-Hosea 2:16

 

 

I felt that Carmel was the desert where God wanted me to hide myself...

-Saint Therese of Lisieux
Story of a Soul

 

Who is this coming up from the desert leaning on her Beloved?

-Song of Songs 8:5

 

O Most Holy Trinity, be my great treasure, for to find You, it is very little to sell all the things of this earth!

- Father Gabriel of Saint Mary Magdalene, OCD
Divine Intimacy

 

It (the desert) is a time of grace, a period through which every soul wanting to bear fruit must necessarily pass. It needs this silence, this withdrawal, this oblivion of all created things, amidst which God establishes His reign and molds the interior spirit in it.

- Blessed Charles de Foucald
Soldier of the Spirit

 

 

O, Father, I do not know the road that will bring me to You. Show it to me; teach me the way.

- Saint Augustine

 

The way that leads to God is the way that leads through the desert.

-Father Robert Altier, OCDS

 
 
  Saint Francis of Assisi

O Most High and glorious God, cast Your light into the darkness of my heart. Give me right faith, and certain hope, and perfect charity.

- Saint Francis of Assisi

 

In a desert way, dry and pathless, I appeared before You to see Your power and glory.

-Psalm 63:1-2

 

 

 

 

 

If the soul is seeking God, its Lord is seeking it much more.

- Saint John of the Cross
Living Flame of Love

 

 

 

 

Remember that Mary is not only God's mother, but yours too. In the order of grace you owe her everything. She gave Jesus to the world and she also gives Him to you. She has brought Him to birth in your soul by Baptism and there she makes Him grow, fashioning you in His image. Happier than any explorer, you set off into the desert under the watchful eye of a mother who shows you what path to take, protects you with her hand and provides for all your needs: the most imperious of which is your need for God. She will lead you to Him.

-A Monk
The Hermitage Within

 

 

 

I have remembered you, pitying your youth and tenderness when you followed Me in the desert.

- Jeremiah 2:2

 

 

 

 

Our Lady is the place of the divine response, of the divine coming. In her, humanity becomes conscious of God’s desire and fully efficacious will to give Himself to us. Mary is the place of this meeting; better still, she is the temple in which is consummated God’s espousals with humanity, the hidden sanctuary in which the Spouse is united with the bride, the desert that flowers at the breath of God.

- Paul-Marie of the Cross, OCD
Carmelite Spirituality in the Teresian Tradition

 

 

 

Blessed Elizabeth of the Trinity To walk in Jesus Christ seems to me to mean to leave self, lose sight of self, in order to enter more deeply into Him with every passing moment, so deeply that one is rooted there.

- Blessed Elizabeth of the Trinity
Last Retreat

 

 

 

Leave all to be wholly Mine, to love Me as a God, as a Savior, deserves to be loved.

- From the Diary of Sister Mary of the Holy Trinity
The Life and Message of Sister Mary of the Holy Trinity

 

 

 

 

 

We should resolutely give Him our heart for His own and should empty it of everything else, that He may take out or put in whatever He pleases as if it were His own property.

- Saint Teresa of Avila
The Way of Perfection

 

Do you know, My daughter, who you are and who I am?

You are she who is not; I am He Who is.

- Words of Our Lord to
Saint Catherine of Siena
The Dialogue

 

Give me, O my God, a thorough knowledge of myself! Let me be really convinced that I am nothing and that You are everything! Do not let me think that I am anything more than the nothing I am.

- Saint John Eudes

 

The more the soul is afflicted, stripped, and humiliated, the more it acquires, with purity, an aptitude for the heights. The elevation of which it becomes capable is measured by the depth of the abyss in which it has its roots and foundations.

- Saint Angela of Foligno 

 

Let us allow ourselves to be purified, illuminated and consumed by Him, since He alone is the reason for our life. 

- Saint Maravillas of Jesus, OCD
T
houghts of Maravillas of Jesus

 

There cannot be anything great in us in the sight of God except our willingness to endure.

- Fr. Jean-Pierre de Caussade
The Joy of Full Surrender

 

In the desert, man becomes aware of how small and resourceless he is, how much at the mercy of the Creator whom all the elements obey.

- A Monk
The Hermitage Within

 

The emptiness of the desert makes it possible to learn the almost impossible: the joyful acceptance of our uselessness.

- Ivan Illich
From the Forward to
Letters from the Desert
by Carlo Carretto

 

 

God refuses only the person who does not admit his own weakness; He sends away only the unhappy proud person. You must "hold him" well and strongly, with a poor spirit, with a poor heart, with a life entirely poor...The life of a soul who seeks true happiness clearly and indisputably depends on this: that those who seek their joy in God are the ones who give joy to God. 

- Saint Raphael Kalinowski, OCD
On Baptism and Religious Vows

 

I long for Your face, Lord;
it is You that I seek.

- Psalm 27:8

 

O Jesus, may I never seek nor find anyone but You alone...May You, Jesus, be everything!...My God, You know that the only thing I've ever wanted is to love You.

- Saint Therese of Lisieux
Prayers and Meditations of
Therese of Lisieux

 

Had I but wings like a dove
to fly away and find my rest,
I would flee far away
and encamp in the desert.

-Psalm 55:7-8

 

As the doe longs for the springs of fresh water, so my soul longs for You, O God! My soul thirsts for the living God! When will I appear before His face?

- Psalm 41:1-2

 

Put away every attachment, all care and solicitude, and serve, love, honor, and adore our Lord and God with a pure heart and mind ... A man is really clean of heart when he has no time for the things of this world but is always searching for the things of Heaven.

- Saint Francis of Assisi
Franciscan Rule and Admonitions

 

                

 

Only when we are out in the desert recognizing our own helplessness, only then, sadly, do we turn to God. But it is there, if our faith is strong, if our hope is unwavering, if our love for God is firm and secure, that we will see the Lord work in a way that we would never be able to imagine…but we must trust Him first.

- Father Robert Altier, OCDS

 

There You will show me what my soul has been seeking, and then You will give me, You, my life, will give me there what You gave me on that other day…

- Saint John of the Cross
Spiritual Canticle

 

 

 

 

I have come into the desert to pray, to learn to pray.

- Carlo Carretto
Letters from the Desert

 

 

 

The Holy Spirit has been poured forth into our hearts to lead us to the Lord, to lead us through this world of a desert into the promised land of eternity, into Heaven itself.

  - Father Robert Altier, OCDS

 

 

 

 

Remember how Yahweh your God led you for forty years in the desert, to humble you, to test you, and to know your inmost heart.

 - Deuteronomy 8:2

 

 

 

 

From the bare heights a scorching wind blows from the desert on the daughter of My people.

- Jeremiah 4:11

 

Extinguish these miseries, since no one else can stamp them out; and may my eyes behold You, because You are their light, and I would open them to You alone.

- Saint John of the Cross
Spiritual Canticle